given up

[pokeypillow]

guess what... i have FINALLY given up on what people think of me. life is too short to live off what others think. so im confessing many things.....

1) im bi and im damn proud of it
2) i have mental disorders that effect my way of thinking
3) i dwell on a lost friend of 9 years ago.
4) im a bitch and im sorry for it....
5) i truely hate myself...my life and everything.
6) the only thing KEEPING me alive is my friends and the people i love


IM SORRY......

[El Wiseguy]

If you're not worried about what people think of you then you shouldn't have to announce what you are to them. Just live your life and be yourself without apologizing or bringing attention to it.

Second off, why do people who are gay/bi have to say that they are or announce that they're proud of it. I don't say I'm straight and that I'm proud of it.



If you're going to not worry about what people think, then you should just live it. That's the ultimate 'example' of being yourself without a care or worry of people may think or feel. Then again, you may say it, but it will most likely take you a while in life to actually achieve it.

[tsuyoshi]

If you're not worried about what people think of you then you shouldn't have to announce what you are to them. Just live your life and be yourself without apologizing or bringing attention to it.

Second off, why do people who are gay/bi have to say that they are or announce that they're proud of it. I don't say I'm straight and that I'm proud of it.



If you're going to not worry about what people think, then you should just live it. That's the ultimate 'example' of being yourself without a care or worry of people may think or feel. Then again, you may say it, but it will most likely take you a while in life to actually achieve it.

dang that was well put, i agree, live your life, don't worry about what people think

[demontenchi]

^^ i smiled when u put down ur friends and the ppl that u love are the only things keeping u alive (thats actually the way i think) well put Wise
Well dont change Pokeypillow, life is to sort to be listening to other ppl's negativity ^^

[El Wiseguy]

Well, sometimes what can be taken as negativity can just be something we don't want to hear. These things we don't want to hear may be some of the best advice we just don't take... remember to weigh everything even if it doesn't sound fun at first. Things in life worth doing aren't always enjoyable.

[Anime_Demoness]

i think everyone has rough spots in their lives where they might of thought of just giving up.
i know i did when i was in school, but the thought of my parents , loved ones and friends crying over me if i did something to myself kept me from doing something really stupid.
but i also keep in mind that no matter how hard i think my life is at the moment it has to get better because nothing can stay the same forevever and no matter how rough it might be...i know that somewhere out there, someone is having it tougher and if they can make it through it so can i.

so i guess all i can say is....find your own happiness, be who you are and try not to hurt anyone ...that's what i do.

[pokeypillow]

yea.... i lied to people about it for too long... thats why i announced it...

El Wiseguy i care bout my friends... i dont wanna lie to them. I really dont care what u think cause its just mean as it is...

[crazeekillsall]

The irony being Wise will be the last person on here who will be intentionally mean, especially in a situation like this.

He was being honest with you. Maybe that's why it hurt?
Can't make a thread like this on a public forum, and then dismiss what people say as 'you don't care'.

[Anime_Demoness]

this is true.....i've been coming here for quite awhile and i've never seen Wise be mean....and it is a public forum so you have to take the good with the bad....it isn't mean to have a different opinion

[El Wiseguy]

Thanks for the support guys, but it's ok. This time in life is difficult for a lot of people and when you have emotion crowding your judgment it's difficult to discern what people mean whether they're being helpful or hurtful.

Pokey, what I was saying is that all you really need to do is just live the way you live. You don't need to tell anyone to live the way you think you need to. You won't be living a lie if you don't say anything and just live it. If you feel it necessary to announce certain things then it generally stems from not being very secure in it to begin with.

So, what I suggest is that you should really rethink what you feel necessary to announce so you don't lie to yourself most of all. Because who cares if it's 'living a lie' if you may not truly believe what you really are.

A lot of people 'think' they're this or that but that's only because that's what society has pushed them to think or feel, they never really knew or were secure in it. So, be secure, walk the life, and don't even think about it if that's truly what you believe.

[ZeroEverlast]

Don't go feeling all special or whatnot, kid.

Everyone goes through this kind of thing; it's called "puberty".

It was the most painful episode I have ever gone through, both emotionally and physically, but it also brought incomparable joys.

I remember being a suicidal little bitch too back in the day. But what can I say? Live it out and you'll realize that it's actually not so bad. If you're lucky, you might grow into someone who realizes how silly and trivial all the drama was in the first place.

[Sakura Niwa]

You shouldn't care what people say if they don't like gays/bi's.
Live your life, and be appy with it. =3

[Anastashia Sage]

Lisa, you're 2 faced back stabbing cunt anyways. you like pushing and pushing people buttons. I personally wish you will stop being a sucidal tramp and stop making people feel bad for you. i have NO/NONE/NUNJA symnpathy for you after what i have been told from someone else. I,personally, want to take you out to BFE abd let that little girl chose her weapon of choice and return the "lovly favor" you gave her but in a way more painful way and i know someone else would too.

[El Wiseguy]

Lisa, you're 2 faced back stabbing cunt anyways. you like pushing and pushing people buttons. I personally wish you will stop being a sucidal tramp and stop making people feel bad for you. i have NO/NONE/NUNJA symnpathy for you after what i have been told from someone else. I,personally, want to take you out to BFE abd let that little girl chose her weapon of choice and return the "lovly favor" you gave her but in a way more painful way and i know someone else would too.

So, this is all second hand information? Are you sure it's all true or are you just assuming it is?

[crazeekillsall]

NO/NONE/NUNJA symnpathy

None sympathy? That doesn't even make sense =O

[Sakura Niwa]

Lisa, you're 2 faced back stabbing cunt anyways. you like pushing and pushing people buttons. I personally wish you will stop being a sucidal tramp and stop making people feel bad for you. i have NO/NONE/NUNJA symnpathy for you after what i have been told from someone else. I,personally, want to take you out to BFE abd let that little girl chose her weapon of choice and return the "lovly favor" you gave her but in a way more painful way and i know someone else would too.
Wha do you have against her? I mean it looks like she is only telling everyone twhat is her condition, if she is talking about you then I can understand for you to say this but she isn't, you have to keep your comments to yourself, what you've just said hurts yourself in the end, and you can't take it back once you find out what you've said to her isn't true.
That is all I have to say
and Pokeypillow like I've said to you before, live your life, and don't let anyone bring you down. =3

[Devil Rinnah]

Lisa, you're 2 faced back stabbing cunt anyways. you like pushing and pushing people buttons. I personally wish you will stop being a sucidal tramp and stop making people feel bad for you. i have NO/NONE/NUNJA symnpathy for you after what i have been told from someone else. I,personally, want to take you out to BFE abd let that little girl chose her weapon of choice and return the "lovly favor" you gave her but in a way more painful way and i know someone else would too. **sign** WTF Destiny, see that is why everytime you see Lisa and you say something about her or you say something that she didn't say or do to you, or whatever I leave..
you are pissing me off,
you don't nothing of her past, just leave it alone, she haven't said anything to you, you just want a fight, and you know what the more you add on I'LL be the one going to be against you because me and her are friends, you may like me, but this is so immature for you to do this, I'm sorry but I can't have a friend who wants to add things like this, like what you've started at lunch that day, that was stupid of you, and if this hurts you Destiny then this is the truth, if you don't want a fight leave it alone, Lisa is doing something mature, she leaves it alone, she haven't said anything to you, and she hasn't put anything on here nor gaia, nor myspace about you, but you are doing this by talking about her past, leave it alone, and the next time you say something about someone being molested or raped you need to re-think what you've said.

[Rae Sage]

All i can say is this. Sis. you shouldn't've brought this on AT. I know that this is really hard, But sis you gotta let this go. I can't take this drama. please sis. at least stop bringing this up on AT.

[Devil Rinnah]

Or stop bringing it up all
because it's really getting on my nerves

[pokeypillow]

u know what.... i dont give a damn about you or anything dealling with u anymore... okay?.... just because u pissed off at me for something i dont know about but u apparently do....doesnt mean u can post lies about me on teh internet.... talk to me to the face or just FUCK THE HELL OFF!!!!!
destiny... i have not done anything that u have said.... plus i am not a cunt or a two timer or two faced or even a tramp.... i hate people who look at me and feel pity over me... i despize it more then u know....
BUT MOST OF ALL MIND YOUR OWN FUCKIN BUSINESS AND KNOW WHAT UR SAYING IS TRUE BEFORE U SPREAD RUMORS THAT ARENT....

[ruki123]

lise is right plus those lies are wrong... i know so.



yours truely lisa's bf

[pokeypillow]

I Love You Brendan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[ruki123]

i love you too Lisa^^

[El Wiseguy]

hahah wtf?

[pokeypillow]

what.... i cant express my love?.... ^^ sorry wiseguy.... wait this was first serious then madnees but serious now its all..... ^^ wierd

CRAZY!!!!!

[Shape]

this is one of those threads that should have never been started because it's so ridiculous... but on the same note i'm glad it was because it gave me a sunday afternoon chuckle.

[ruki123]

well to those that don't know... i'm her boyfriend

[Karia]

hi i'm her friend nice to meet you...by the way destiny you are a LOSER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

[Opium Fusion]

Destiny you are everything you called Lisa, except a two timer... because if you had a boyfriend I would have to kill myself.... People like you will be lonely forever... I hate people like you... you are just a jealous bitch...by the way your too ugly to be a whore because nobody WANTS YOU BITCH....The reason why you are so jealous is because you never realized how understanding she can be....She gave you time to act a fool before she wanted to kill you.... more ammunition against you.... =)=^_^= see ya hoe....by a person who hates you.

[Devil Rinnah]

well it's over now, she got charges pressed against her, so she brought this on herself.
she lied to everyone, even to the guidance counselor, **shruggs** as long she doesn't say anything else in the near future,

[ruki123]

well she desrved it lol ((what did she do to get charges pressed??))

[Devil Rinnah]

Well Lisa's mom decided not to now because that will mean someone else will get charges presses on them
but it's over

[ruki123]

i see, its all cunusing to me cuz i'm like 3,500 miles away.

[hungrykirby]

lol ok ...

[staticgrave666]

Have you ever heard of staying on topic? I didn't think so Google it.

Its human nature to care at least a little about what people think, so you can never completely stop caring. You can however stop it from ruling your life.