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KiraKill
02-24-2007, 02:35 AM
tear of jealousy
cloud my mind
tears of jealousy
break my heart
tears of jealousy
block my sight
with tears of jealousy
i weep for your love
with tears of jealousy
i long for your touch
with tears of jealousy
i want you back
i was so naive back then
i didn't know what i was doing
i'm lost without you
i cry these tears of jealousy
i fall to my knees in front of you
i still love you
_KiraKill_
~fallenAngel
Black Ashes
02-24-2007, 02:38 AM
with those tears you will rise again,
those tears that fall.
those tears make you stronger.
they will keep you sane.
these tears i see,
fall without a care.
they fall and yet,
they make you who you are.
let the tears fall,
into the ebyss your mind put you in,
and let your misery drown away.
never let these tears define you,
you are not what you seem.
KiraKill
02-24-2007, 02:41 AM
you say i shall rise again
how do you know this
do you know what lies in my heart
do you know what it is that i seek
these tears i cry.....
..........are for you
Black Ashes
02-24-2007, 02:44 AM
your tears hold your secrets,
they show your truths.
with each tear i catch,
the more i know.
i know what lies behind,
your eyes of brown.
i know what lies behind,
they lies you say.
i know your hearts desire.
i know it very well,
so well indeed,
that with each step i take,
the thoughts flood my mind.
the path you follow,
is not to me though.
your in love with another,
i'm in love with another.
that is where the path ends.
KiraKill
02-24-2007, 02:48 AM
i know that the paths we walk
end in two different places
yet somewhere along the road
all i can see is you
if my tears show my faluts
i shall not cry
i shall live without emotion
i shall live on to see you.....
to see you live a happy life
with the person of your choice
KiraKill
02-24-2007, 02:52 AM
i'm sorry about the poem hion
it was just something i needed to tell her
i'm not trying to get her back i swear
i'm sorry for making you mad
Black Ashes
02-24-2007, 02:52 AM
my choice,
was made long ago.
at one point the path,
did end with you.
you made the path crumble under my feet.
there is no point,
to have no emotion.
i once was like that,
i held back everything,
i wouldn't cry,
my laughs hollow.
there is no meaning to be that way.
our paths have devided,
and our choices away from eachother.
this is how it will be.
and this is something i knew would come,
at one point or another.
i'm sorry about the poem hion
it was just something i needed to tell her
i'm not trying to get her back i swear
i'm sorry for making you mad
It's not making me mad It's a really good poem:thumbs:
KiraKill
02-24-2007, 02:56 AM
if that is the way it is
then that is the way it should be
i make a mistake by leaving you
i don't want to make another like that
when the path crumbled under your feet
there was none under mine
i was lost for so long
trying to find what i did wrong
i was found by someone
then i remembered what had happened....
and since that day i regret it deeply
.......if ever our paths meet again
let them never divide again
if that is the way it is
then that is the way it should be
i make a mistake by leaving you
i don't want to make another like that
when the path crumbled under your feet
there was none under mine
i was lost for so long
trying to find what i did wrong
i was found by someone
then i remembered what had happened....
and since that day i regret it deeply
.......if ever our paths meet again
let them never divide again
Live with no regrets for you cannot change fate. Live like you wont see another day always and you shall never have a regret. For what you seek is not that certain someone it's the serenity you find when you meet that someone. And to be loved by that someone in anyway makes you feel that serenity because you know that you are a part the that someone's life.
KiraKill
02-24-2007, 03:04 AM
..............................
so beautiful :( *tears*
Black Ashes
02-24-2007, 03:06 AM
like i have always been,
with or without something to stand on,
i'll be there for you.
i will be your path if it is what you need,
our paths may be divided,
but our thoughts are connected.
when the path broke underneath me,
i fell and kept falling.
the ice cold of water,
was all that was left of me.
a knife digging out my inside,
but he found me.
our paths were not ment to be together,
i see that now.
i will be there for you,
when ever you need me,
as i have always been.
your important to me kira,
as you have always been.
you mean something to me,
your not just my past.
i am grateful i met you,
when i did.
i walked around shattered,
after...what had..happened.
you rapped my heart in warmth,
and i thank you for that.
we are not ment to be together though,
friends as we are now.
..............................
so beautiful :( *tears*
Then wipe away your tears and never have regrets;)
KiraKill
02-24-2007, 03:13 AM
i guess what i use to say just can't be true
do you remember when i said "together forever"
i remember those days....
i guess you were right
we were never meant to be together
yet i still long to have things the way they were
we would've had our own place now
we would've almost been married by now
we would've.......
it hurts to talk of the past
i still love you
you know i always will
there will never be a moment
that i won't long for you next to me
but as you said
you have someone
and so do i.......
i guess i just have to move on
and get my head out of the past
as long we are friends
i will be happy
you are the only person
that can ever make me TRULY happy
Black Ashes
02-24-2007, 03:18 AM
you don't remember,
the things i said to you,
in the notebooks.
i said i was gonna lose you,
i told you we were gonna break up,
before it even happened.
you remember that?
do you remember,
the things that happened,
when we were together?
the things i told you was going to happen,
now they have come true.
you didn't believe me.
you said it wasn't going to happen,
and yet all i said did.
i could read you like a book,
and yet i hoped,
i dreamed,
i wished,
i was wrong about you.
i guess i was right.
that path that crumbled,
may never be mended,
yet there is a new path,
hiding beneath the ruins.
go now and find it,
and you'll see our names on it.
the path that is there,
will never be broken again.
it is the path to take,
the path that will keep us together,
as friends.
Im getting tired if this Emo Sh!t
KiraKill
02-24-2007, 03:28 AM
.....i remember......
i remember everything the you said
all the words that took daggers to my heart
the words that made me feel even more horrible
i remember all the lies i told to cover the truth
.....i remember......
those memeories that i don't care to remember
the memories that hurt me just as much as those words
i never thought it'd come true
i never knew.....*sighs*
as long as this path
stays together
i'll be happy
if as close as i can get
is to be your friend
than i am happy
as long as your in my life
i will be happy
and live on
.....friends forever...
i guess...
i hope...
i can only wish that
this relationship will never die
Black Ashes
02-24-2007, 03:32 AM
good, you remember.
remember what happened,
and don't let it happen again.
let the words whisper in your mind,
and remind you.
you wouldn't let me,
get that far away,
no matter what i wanted,
so i would say,
this relationship won't end.
KiraKill
02-24-2007, 03:37 AM
as long as you are there
as long as you are somewhere near
as long as you are with me
.....
i will always remember
just as long as you always
remember that i will always love you
Black Ashes
02-24-2007, 03:39 AM
your words are burned into my mind,
they've been there since i first met you.
no worries on the remembering,
you love me.
Black Ashes
02-24-2007, 03:42 AM
As You Wish. *bows*
KiraKill
02-24-2007, 03:42 AM
we'll end it here hion
sorry if it made you mad
i love you black and i send you the best of wishes for your life with hion